Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Prettyy poem/song i just found

When you look into a mirror
Do you like what's looking at you?
Now that you've seen your true reflections
What on earth are you gonna do?
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Amend your situation, yeah
Your whole life is ahead of you
Your whole life is ahead of you
Remember the time you hung out with the boys, now
Remember the things you used to say
I thought by now you'd be the president
But after all that was yesterday
But you've had time to go out in the world now
But you chose to run away
Well, people ask you what you're doing now
You don't even know what to say
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Amend your situation, yeah
Your whole life is ahead of you
Your whole life is ahead of you
Find some inspiration (yeah)
It's down deep inside you
Amend your situation, yeah
Your whole life is ahead of you
Your whole life is ahead of you
You think your life is like a movie
Where it all works out in the end
I think your life is like a desert
Where does it go, where does it begin?
When you look into a mirror
(When you look into a mirror)
Do you like what's looking at you?
(Do you like it?)
Now that you've seen your true reflection
What on earth are you gonna do?
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Amend your situation, yeah
Your whole life is ahead of you
Your whole life is ahead of you
Find some inspiration (yeah)
It's down deep inside you
Amend your situation, yeah
Your whole life is ahead of you
Your whole life is ahead of you
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Find some inspiration (inspiration)
It's down deep inside you
Find some inspiration (inspiration)
It's down deep inside you
Find some inspiration
It's down deep inside you
Find some inspiration...
It's down deep inside of you.

tomorrow

Tomorrow's me and my bf's 1 week.
i'm so happy to have met him...
i've known him for a really long time
but just started getting close with him in the summer last year.
so why are some guys really shy, some mellow, some obnoxious, loud, annoying, clingy, too sensitive, so on and so forth. but the only one thing i don't like about him is that he's too shy. it took him reasonable time to hold my hand... i mean i'm over it now that he has, but he's shy to hold my hand again.
and whenever i look at him when i talk to him, he looks at me for like a couple seconds, then looks away. haha and he's not very good at showing affection if we're in school, which is the only time i get to see him.

but whatever, my friends said that's how it used to be with their bf's, and that they'll get better at not being shy anymore... i'm sooo looking forward to that.

so yesturday i was looking at one of my friend's boyfriend's facebook...i'm not a stalker i swear haha. and he wrote the cutest things ever.

---I have come to figure out that when the one I care for most is upset and not happy, I'm not either. But when she's happy, so am I :) the only person that can do that to me is the one I care so much for and would do anything for.

---Who would have thunk that my bestfriend could make my day...?? She's perfect.

---he calls her beautiful, and his princess, and other stuff.

they are honestly the cutest couple ever.

i love love love love love this song. vanilla twilight by owl city. i'm listening to them a lot lately.

Lyrics:
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Wishing

my boyfriend finally held my hand today :)

here's 3 songs i wrote last night called:
Wishing
i stare at the clock waiting for 11:11
just so i can thiink of you yet again.
you cloud my head
i miss you when you've just left
Then again 'till i see you.

i lie awake and write about you
trying to think
of how to describe you,
of how you make me feel,
so i lay here as a mute
wishiing i was with you.

four more minutes 'till i wish of you
if it doesn't come true,
i'll wish upon a star
another night.
because i'd rather catch the flu
than not think of you.
you're not all i think of,
just my favorite.
one more minute
then i'd say: i wish he were here."

Hold mine
i look down at my hands and feel sad
why anre you shy about locking
you fingers in mine
the first time was short
the first time was short
if didn't count
grab my hand
man, i want you.

Grab my hand, show me that i mean
something more than a friend
you don't need to.
but it's something i want you to do.
i'm dieing for you to hold mine.

we walk side by side,
i'm longing for you to take
your hand in mine,
we brush against one another,
your skin's so warm.
i just want your touch.
we've got nothing but thime,
but you fail to recgonize that
i want you to

You're Mine
i lvoe the way i look at you
and you hold it then look away,
your smile lights up your eyes,
you show me a side of you
no one has know before,
you're loyal
try to be so funny
listen to me,
and could listen to the
sound of my voice for hours,
i love how you call me beautiful,
baby, babe, you're sad
when i'm sad,
you try to make me happy when
i'm not.
you change my whole day as
soon as i talk to you
you get nervous when you talk
to me, butterflies in your
stomach. i love that you're
you and you're all mine.
<33

Monday, February 15, 2010

such a pretty song. makes me think of him...

Owl City
If My Heart Was A House lyrics

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

Why Hello There

Hey so it's Lindsay. my life isn't all that exciting. my head is always full of a thousand things at once. i have the best boyfriend, and the most amazing friends. this is a blog about absolutely nothing... full of lyrics i write, random questions or profound things i thought of that day, lyrics to songs i love, pretty much anything you can think of. i love God, and if you don't like what i write or think... i don't care. but i do like other people's opinions.

so here's a look inside of my head. hope you like what you read. <3